A 36-year-old with no love experience who struggles to find a match.

"I want to get married"

Megumi (36 years old, pseudonym) started looking for marriage half a year ago. After graduating from university, she got a job at a major company, but she said that she had never been in a romantic relationship during her school days or after entering society, and she was growing old.

He said this during an interview.

"Until now, I never wanted to get married. My parents got divorced when I was in elementary school. The cause was my father's violence. I remember going to the zoo and amusement park with my family. But what I remember more clearly than that is my mother crying after being beaten by my father.I was beaten too.After the divorce, my mother returned to her parents' house I transferred to another elementary school.Since then, every day has been peaceful."

My mother worked full-time to raise Megumi, but she never felt lonely because her grandparents were always at home.

"My grandfather was the exact opposite of my father, and was not the kind of person who would get angry, raise his voice, or use violence. He was from the Showa era, but he didn't have the idea of ​​male superiority, and I was free. It was a family tradition that the person doing the housework was the one doing the housework, so when I saw women taking the initiative to share food and make drinks at university joint parties and company drinking parties, I felt very uncomfortable. There was, but that kind of woman is more popular.

In the first place, I was not a sociable person, and if anything, I didn't like drinking parties with a lot of people. Even in the city, if there is a man who is yelling, he will startle. I'm not good at men, and I've come this far without dating.

That's why I came here and started thinking seriously about marriage.